*sigh* You know, I liked this girl a lot, so I tell her.. She's nice about it and everything. But a few nights later she was all like "ugh.. Nobody loves me I should crawl in a hole and be shot!" or something to that extent.. I was all like... "Oh, well I know quite a few people who like a a whole lot." and she just kind of ignored it and went on about how everyone hated her and how she was a stupid bitch (which she's not! She's perfectly fabulous)... So I said "Well, I've decided to qut being gothic, and to actdress completly normally, because if people dont notice me when I'm gothic and act all weird and crazy, then abviously I'm not meant to be seen, so I should quit trying" and she freaked out and pretty much said her whole life would come crashing down if I changed (In which I dont believe for a second, if I left she could find plenty of guys who thought she was gorgous, funny, nice, sweet, and intelligent). Then started saying she was going to go cry and I hate it when she crys because of me.. It makes me feel like I murdered someone.. She has an odd effect on me, but I fully recognize it... I mean, I know I'm not the only one who thinks someone is absolutly perfect, but they cant see it in themselves.. Or even the slightest bit in you, but it sure as hell feels like I'm in this boat alone...

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