For some reason, I'm feeling akward all the time.. I get this feeling in my gut like something is wrong, but my life is accually pretty good right now exept for family issues. So I dunno, maybe it's like "phsycic friend" or some shit.. Dunno, all I know is I'm really not looking forward to whatever the hell is coming... Anyway, Kasey is feeling sad.. Po' Kasey. I havnt really talked to her much, nor have I talked to Merle. *sigh* I would like to know what's going on with them, and why Kasey is feeling so bad, but I feel like they're better off not talking to me.. So I've changed my screen name and probably wont be talking with them for awhile, I dont need to screw up Kasey's life more than I already have, and Merle, never really told me anything to begin with, I feel like she's nervous talking with me.. GAH! Why is life so confusing? Anyway, yea those family issuses I mentioned.. They're back.. I thought I was doing good, but my mom hit me again last night.. I've got a few bruises now, but I cant help but wonder why I'm not good enough.. Parents arnt suposed to judge you.. Ehh, 'tis my fault I supose and either way, I've dont something to piss her off.. *sigh* I piss everyone off.. I should just drop dead. Eep, speaking of that my friend is having the same problem with his dad so we're planning to hang ourselves on my neighbors backyard swing sets with notes taped to our hands like we're holding them, I'm going to write... "You know, the things we really love, eventually disappear... Like my friends, my girlfriend, and my family.. My friends, God damn, I dont want them to go.. I can see all of their faces and hear all of their voices... But do I think we'll be friends FOREVER? Forevers a long time, and I'm not good at keeping friends, so I doubt it.. Family, mom, Morgan, everyone else, you know I love you guys, and all the horrible things I've said over the years, you know I didnt mean.. I didnt want it to end this way, but it's going to have to.. Jinni, God I love you.. Your long friendship, has been what kept me alive for so long If it wern't for you, Danny, JJ, Kirstin, and Johnna, I wouldnt be here today. Our matching tattoo is the symbol, of how much I really wanted to be with you forever, and how you can remember me forever. I truly love you, and dont mean you any pain.. But you're better off without me anyway.. All that stuff will soon be out of my grasp.. Then, all I have is me.. and eventually I'm gone.. So I'm going. I love you all.. Your friend, brother, son, boyfriend, ex boyfriend, aquantance, or enemy, Rhet Lawrence Thibidouex" That's so motherfuckin true it hurts... So yea, I'm doing it on the night before Halloween at 11:41 so that was, we die just as it becomes Halloween morning. That means I die, 8 days after my birthday XD Ironic, no? heh Happy Halloween! -Knux-

Rhet...
Sweetie, you can't do this to me... ;-; You just can't. At least talk to me. Please... AIM name is Duckie Go Muu, mkay? Please... just, talk to me. -sigh- I love you... -kasey.
» doom_penguin on 2004-08-18 06:46:52

Please, don't do this. ;_; Just don't. ;_; I don't want to lose a great friend like you... ;_;
» Reeses on 2004-08-19 07:29:52

Kasey
I cant IM you, you block everyone that isnt on your buddylist, I changed my screen name for this bitch Katie had it. ...You know, the only reason I didnt wnt to talk to you is everytime you tell me that something is wrong I seem to make it worse.. I dont want to make you more upset that you already are. Tell Merle I said hello.. G'Bye
» PiercedKnuxMan666 on 2004-08-22 03:45:05

Well... tell me what it is and I'll add it. ;( Besides, I have a new name... ish Duckie Go Muu. You can IM that one.
» doom_penguin on 2004-08-24 02:30:04

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